I close my eyes and sink in a semi salty parallelogram white coffin
others call it a bathtub but the water is never enough to rinse my consciousness clean and you, never dared to sink with me
you were afraid that you would slip on the icy tiles, and the steam would awake your sleeping cells
only then, with your head immersed, to you hear your heart beating

And I , with out breath, I dive and I sink, overwhelmed by thoughts, with the illusion that I might some day balance between water and land, but I never belonged to this land, I will always be promised to water, sinking
there at the depths, at deserted oceans, deserted my self, I will be giving birth, with no mate, on white sand, I will be laying my eggs
I will be swimming and grabbing from rocks, next to skates with pointy tails
Once in a while, I can hear the octapus playing the piano, and I vaguely remember that I used to be human, that music did exist
but now, exists only a deep hum of lost souls, sinking, some from mistakes a…

Understanding the sign of Scorpio in Astrology


..and I like it

And I like it, you know, how you continue your life away from the cruelest drug, casually, as if nothing has happened, but you were always strong, I admit it. ..
And you like it, I know, how I continue my life, beautifully and unsuspectingly, away from my hardest addiction, but I've always been strong, admit it..And I like it, you know, how the days and months and years will pass, and we will pretend that it has never happened, that we had never became one, and that we never, ever named it, but it will always be there rooted..And you like it, I know, how you see me getting prettier, how my lines are smoothing, how men turn when I walk by, but I, am entirely devoted to thee ...
And I like it, you know, that under that plain t-shirt, blue jeans and your smiling face, hides my lover and rival and a body that I have mapped inch by inch..And you like it, I know, that I am burning up for you, that you are miles aways but have my passion turned on going round like thousands, all day, every…

the transformation of love

You often ask me if it was worth the trouble, if it was worth the time, if it was worth the pain, to know love for what love is and then be deprived of it. And why is this deprivation so painful. I too was puzzled, I really was, and I wouldn’t be able to answer this question the same way I am not able to answer who suffers more. The blind who has never seen and is not aware of what seeing means or the one who had sight for some part of his life and then lost his sight? And who is in more pain? Someone who is not sure of the existence of paradise or the one who is sure of it, as he lived there for a while, and shortly after he was thrown out? Ιcould tell you, it would have been best if you never knew love, you never had seen the light, you never had entered paradise. But, Iwon’t.Instead, Iwillaskonlyofthis. If you haven’t had met him, him who loved you more than anyone else in this world, who would you be today? Would you be still you, or someone else? If you asked him the same question…

λαρνακα θερινο σινεμά LARNACA SUMMER CINEMA

Θερινές προβολές ταινιών πρόσφατης παραγωγής, αλλά και κλασικών, διοργανώνει από την Τετάρτη 5 Ιουνίου και κάθε Τετάρτη στις 8.30μ.μ. η  Κινηματογραφική Λέσχη Λάρνακας-Αμμοχώστου, στον Κήπο του Μουσείου Πιερίδη.  Η αρχή γίνεται στις 5 Ιουνίου με το ντοκιμαντέρ του Λευτέρη Χαρίτου «DolphinMan» (2017). Ένα βιωματικό ταξίδι στο νερό, από την Κάρπαθο ως τις Μπαχάμες, που μεταφέρει την ομορφιά που είδε ο Μαγιόλ στη θάλασσα, το επείγον μήνυμά του για την προστασία της αλλά και την εμπειρία της επανασύνδεσης του ανθρώπου με το υγρό στοιχείο. Ο Ζακ Μαγιόλ είναι ο θρυλικός δύτης που αποτέλεσε έμπνευση για την ταινία «Το Απέραντο Γαλάζιο». Η ταινία είναι παραγωγής Ελλάδας, Γαλλίας, Ιταλίας, Καναδά και Ιαπωνίας. 
Στις 12 Ιουνίου προβάλλεται η δανική ταινία «The Guilty»(2018) του Γκούσταβ Μέλερ, που προβλήθηκε στο πρόσφατο Φεστιβάλ Κινηματογραφικές Μέρες- Κύπρος 2019. Ο Γιάκομπ Σέντεργκρεν υποδύεται έναν υποβαθμισμένο αστυνομικό, που υπηρετεί ως τηλεφωνητής στα επείγοντα περιστατικά και απαντάει τ…

the dice

I got off work and returned to my house with 40+ degrees c. I lay to sleep for a while, but don' t seem to be able to sleep at noon anymore, i barely close my eyes for ten minutes and i am up again, in a state i don't feel like getting out of bed, nor doing anything else.

I called my best friend asked her if she wants to go for coffee. We decided to meet at makenzy' s beach and i was nugging and complaining about this and that, as always, and she was patiently listening, as always, advising me, and she never, not once said I have had enough of you. "needs time” she texted me yesterday and that's the way it is, it needs time, because time is the best doctor, that's what they say, and because we have battled a numerous times during the years, we have learned that in order for time to pass, you have to give it a push, and regardless your sadness you have to pick your self up, dress you, and go out, go for a walk, go to the beach, go out for a coffee, change the…

Don't grow up

Today I’ll be weaving my existence on your with t-shirt and your smile I took from a picture and placed it in my dreams. Don’t stand too close to me, I will only be looking at you from a distance, just like a framed photograph from summer holidays we took only yesterday. For you, will not be one more love, you will be my childhood love, because you came while I was sitting alone in the yard and reached your hand out to me and we played the whole afternoon. Then, we shared an ice-cream, but you kept letting it melt and put the cone on the tip of your nose, while you were balancing on horizontal logs and your childhood carelessness. And I, couldn’t stop laughing and I watched you slip away and disappear hidden in fields of gold, just to surprise me, closing my eyes with your palms, and then, I , pretended I didn’t know who it was, and I called out different names, just so you would stay close to me a few more moments, just so I could feel your heartbeat and your quick breath, before you …