strawberry full moon

    

You think you were done with poetry

You thought you were done with pain

But there comes another human

To give you a different taste of pain

Today is a full moon

I allow myself to cry

My excuse is I am flooded by the moon’s magnetism

I am flooded and I cry my excessive water

And I am sad and I weep position my body in the form of a newborn, I am looking at god with sorrow, for he has never sent me an angel, I look at him with tears in my eyes, like a beaten dog in the corner, who does not understand why his master kicked him and beat him

Today it is a full moon and I give up on hope and strength and positive thinking. I give in to my body’s flood and I will let my self slowly drown in my unanswered prayers.

He refused my pure heart’s requests. I did not really ask for too much, but i will not give up of my soul's pour wishes Hear me moon and bring your magic into reality

I  ask for simple acts of love and kindness. I ask for a friend to hold me by the hand and share moments of joy with me. Who will pick me up from my home in his car,  and we will drive up on a mountain, walk in a forest, sit under the shade of trees, read books, write poetry and lay next to each other in silence listening to the birds. I ask for this man, to be gentle and kindhearted and have for me, free time, a clear mind, a pure heart, and be aligned with me. I want a loving relationship that will be easy and free and enjoyable, smooth and  effortless, where two people communicate in every level, with respect, with admiration, with mutual care to take care of each other in every possible way. To be eachothers home and source of happiness, of safety and pleasure. I know my man is somewhere out there dear soul, make his path clear so he can come to me soon, make him recognize me and make me accept him with trust and positive thoughts. I want to experience love, I want to give love, I want to live the rest of my life with the protection of a loving man, I want to relax and enjoy the rest of the trip